Here’s the big news!

September 15, 2016 | 14 comments

Earlier this summer, I put together a proposal for a new book.

It’s a subject that I’ve been wanting to talk about for a long time, but I only now felt ready to write about it. I worked hard with my wonderful literary agent, Lisa Jackson of Alive Literary Agency, to craft a proposal that captured the book. Then she began sending it to publishers, and I waited anxiously (notice I didn’t say “patiently”) for the response.

When the replies began coming in, I was stunned. The reaction to this project was better than anything I could have hoped for. We ended up with over half a dozen offers, almost all from imprints of Big 5 publishing houses, and all from teams whose work I respected and admired.

Having to figure out which group was the right fit for this particular project was honestly one of the most agonizing decisions I have had to make in my life, but it eventually became clear that this book was meant to be brought to life in one place. And so it is with great joy and no small amount of awkward giddiness that I can finally tell you:


Zondervan publishes books by Ann Voskamp, Rick Warren, Simone Biles, Shauna Niequist, Melanie Shankle, Alli Worthington, and many other folks who are doing great work, and I’m honored to be in such company.

I’m so excited about this that I took a picture of the moment I signed the contract…


…But, of course, me being me, it turned out that I signed and returned the wrong version of the contract, and then I forgot to take a picture again when I finally got to the right one. So my memento of the deal is a picture of me signing an invalid document.

Welcome to my world.

Anyway! The book is a story that’s deeply personal to me:

It is a memoir about how I went from thinking I never wanted to have a family to having six babies in eight years, even while facing serious medical issues. But I’m hoping to make the story bigger than just tales of failed battles with scorpions and eulogies for Shaun the Sheep’s presence on Netflix (although there will be plenty of stories along those lines — and I’ll have to check the contract to see where Zondervan stands on discussions of Trucknutz).

In my mind, this is not as much a story about having a lot of kids as it is a story about opening your life to other people.

It’s the tale of how I learned that opening your life to others means that everything will get noisy and chaotic, but that it is in this mess that you’ll find real joy.

It will chronicle my journey to figuring out how to pursue my passions and love my family and not flog myself with guilt every minute of every day while doing it.

And, most of all, I hope this book will strike a chord with anyone — whether they’re married or single, whether they have zero kids or ten — who has ever stumbled into the realization that sometimes the life you need is not the life you would have originally chosen for yourself.

The book is inspired by a quote from the husband of my favorite saint, St. Frances of Rome, who said to her at the end of his life: “My life has been one beautiful dream of purest happiness. God has given me so much in your love.”


St. Frances of Rome always imagined she’d be a nun. She was introverted and intellectual and convent life seemed to suit her perfectly. God’s plans were different than her own, though, and she ended up married with children during a tumultuous time. Yet it was through all of these unexpected twists and turns that she saw that God’s plans are always better than our own, and that when we truly open our hearts to others, our lives and the lives of those we love will become “one beautiful dream.”

As I begin the adventure of writing this story with a two-hour daily radio show and six homeschooled kids, I hope I’ll have her prayers, and I hope I’ll have yours as well.

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[Quote image from the fabulous When Beauty Met Truth shop]


  1. Becky Miller

    Congratulations! I can’t wait to read this. I also am an introvert who would have enjoyed convent life, yet now I have five children ages 9 and under. The chaos and overstimulation are tough for me. I’ve learned so much from your blog on dealing with this, and I’m sure the book will be full of even more wisdom and encouragement.

    (P.S. What will the second book be about?)

  2. Ellen

    Are you finished yet? (Kidding) I am so excited to read your next book!!!

  3. Meika

    Oh, wow!! Zondervan is right up the street from me (okay, the next town over)! I have a friend working there! Loving this connection and looking forward to hearing more of your virtual voice.

  4. Tienne McKenzie

    Jen, how wonderful! I can’t wait to read it! (Also, I have a devotion to St. Frances of Rome as well and love that quote. :))

  5. Lis Luwia

    Congrats! What a fun memory to start off an amazing process. Pictures of signing contracts rock. 🙂

  6. Mary

    Jen!! This is such wonderful news!! Congratulations my friend!! How the world needs to hear your story. I love that quote from St. Frances of Rome. So beautiful ❤️ I cannot wait to read it. So exciting!!

  7. FCL FosterMom

    Congratulations! Your first book was incredible; I’m sure this one will be as well! As a life-long Catholic who is unable to conceive, these types of stories are sometimes difficult for me. However, I LOVE that you distill the wisdom of embracing God’s seemingly crazy plans for our lives and share that with others, rather than holding up large families as THE standard for holiness (as is sometimes done in our Catholic culture). In our case, we’ve followed God’s call to welcoming our foster son and his family into our life, which has been a bittersweet but amazing journey so far. I look forward to reading your story!!!

  8. Mira

    Congratulations!!! ?

  9. M. Evfrosinia

    Congratulations, and may God bless and speed along this new endeavor of yours. Looking forward to reading both books. Your Russian Orthodox nun friend, m. Evfrosinia.

  10. Fr. Mike Coleman

    I am so excited to read more books from you. I graduated from Journalism School and dreamt of being a big time sports writer. In November I will have been ordained 35 years a priest. I love my life.

    Keep up the great work and God bless you

  11. Jean M. Heimann

    Woo Hoo! Congratulations, Jen! 🙂 I am so looking forward to reading it! I would love to receive a review copy! Please add me to your list.

    I am looking forward to being a guest on your radio show soon. It was great meeting you in person in Wichita! We loved having you here!

    God bless you!

  12. Brice

    Well done! You’ve been working super hard and it’s paying off. Plus I’ve enjoyed following you on SnapChat!

    I highly recommend everyone to follow you on SnapChat. Why? You are (1) hilarious (2) hilarious and (3) hilarious. It’s just tons of fun to check out what’s happening the Wild World of Jennifer Fulwiler.

  13. Leslie

    Looking forward to reading your next book. I listen to your show at the end of the day, so I can’t usually call in, but I really wanted to tell ou one of my fav books is tatoos on the Heart, which coincidentally your last caller recommended. You really should read this and have Fr Boyle on your show. It will be a highlight.
    Thanks for bringing a fresh take on our wonderful Catholic faith, Jen. I can’t wait to hear about your family trip to Canada. Hope you found something sweet for your 12 YO son, but having 4 boys myself, their favorite gift was a hunk of cash to buy whatever they want:-/
    Also PlEASE pray for my husband and I – after 40 yrs of marriage, he’s going to RCIA with me. He’s still very cautious and suspicious about Catholics.

  14. Kathy

    Congratulations. I love how you are discerning all your decisions. I am starting a Catholic Book Club in San Diego, so I am sure it will be part of our reading materials. Thank Jennifer for stepping out. You are a model for mom’s in this country.

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